Sunday, January 28, 2007

never had a dream come true!

After I listened to this music, it remind me think about my "dream"
I should think about what is my dream. Truly, I have desired many dreams.
Let me see!
NO. 1 eat all the delicious food which famous in all around the world (it is really a hard work).
NO. 2 travel all over the world (I don't have enough $ now).
NO. 3 I want to desire my house which lies in a peaceful place close to the beauties of nature.
No. 4 search for a person who really look after me except for my parents and friends!
NO. 5 live with my mom, dad, and all the friends forever with happiness.

My dream started when I was born. Although I never knew it then, I just held on to something that would never come to pass. Dreams really do exist. But in the morning when you wake up, they are remembered just as a dream. That is what happened to me.

As I grew older, I began to realize that the reason my dream was even born in the first place, was because it was something that was inside of me. The dream I had was never nurtured and cared for, so it slowly died. It's not that I wanted it to die, but I allowed it to die the day I started listening to the words, "You can't do it." When I finally woke up from many years of dreaming,
If my dreams die, my life is like a broken-winged bird
But when youth,
It takes something from my hearts,
And it never comes again.
I'd like to remove from my vocabulary phrases like” one of these days” or "someday".
Only TODAY!!

Saturday, January 27, 2007

never had a dream come true!



This is my favorite song:never had a dream come true!

Sunday, January 21, 2007

I don't miss you so much ,mom!

click play button



when I had a sweet dream, I always dream about you smile.Everytime I wake up from my sweet dream.Something called tears filled in my eyes.I still remember the moment you see me off at the airport.It is my most uncomfortable time in my life.I have never left you and my motherland for such a long time.I am aperson who is reluctant to leave my home. I have extremely strong feeling of attachment. When should I go back to my home. This question stays in my mind for a long time.
When I sink deeply in a couch, mind wandering in memories of the past…
Even though we are not togther now.Greeting spreads my longings far beyond…
Something that let me like this place.
I like the subtle wind. it carries a crisp chilliness… 
I like the subtle flow of cloud that makes the sky seem even more vast, azure and immense…
I like the subtle longing for you, mom
subtle longing is deep!
miss you so much much,I can't know how much I miss you!
I can't use words to describe my feeling.
just missinginging...........

Friday, January 19, 2007

this is my first time use english blog

So excitied that I open a new bolg in English. I have already used a chinese space on the internet. I used to write journals on my blog. It offer me a special place to share my personalities to my friends, and also some friends totally know me a few. From now on, I have another task. It is translate my chinese journals into English. It really a funny journey for me. I'd like to realise others from their blogs. Besides, it is a new way to make new friends.
Something confused me is that I am not doing well in computer. I had tried to change the template of my blog. However, it needs something like JAVA words.It is really difficult for me!